TRAFFIC PARK....

It was like a real boring trip to Nagpur this time...where I had absolutely nothing to do...sleeping early,and getting up late was my routine....
It was just a regular day when i woke up and sat online.Hardly had it been five minutes when I sat,I saw all my school friends online discussing on a small reunion...one of our friend suggested to visit our school once and discuss the same with our school principal.
It was 8.00 in the morning when I woke up the next day,wondering how I woke up so early...but then it struck me that I had to go to school that day and so i hurried. on reaching school i realized that my friend hadn't reached.I parked my bike and the flashbacks of my childhood started to glimmer...and i started walking slowly towards the office....and those unlimited schooldays and the innocence we had..
soon we were done with the meeting and got permission for the re-union....
I got back home with a hope of a reunion of our batch, as we had received the permission but it was not officially announced yet.....
How a small child is born and then it learns how to talk,learn,behave,and so many other things in life with the parents supporting him....he is completely unaware of the rules and regulations of the big,big world out there and similarly he is least bothered and busy doing what he wants.
It was steaming hot outside and I was waiting for the sun to disappear when my friend called up and asked me to meet up because she wanted to take me somewhere,a place she had been visiting for a year now...I agreed as I had nothing better to do...
I got ready and met her. She took me to a place where there was an old building and a ground in front of it where children were playing....I understood at the very moment that I was in an orphanage. It was an orphanage where my friend,nishita,taught for the lead India campaign.The first thing i observed on reaching, was that all the children gathered around and started talking to her...later they switched to me asking what my name was and what do i do etc...

The fact that I can't deny is the children in orphanage are so very affable than the other children.Out of the huge lot there was a boy named shankar who was barely in his 6th standard now he walked up to me and told that he wanted to become a Computer Engineer.I saw that there was a shine in his eyes of how badly he wanted to become an Engineer.There had been nobody to support him as a fmaily but still he had this aim to fulfill.As a child he had the required innocence in him but at the same time the maturity of what he wanted to become. I remembered the morning trip to my school,its so different out there....we have children who are getting ready to face the competition outside with the help of parents guiding them as i am doing now.on the contrary we have these orphans who have these aims for which its only them who can shape and implement it.I observed those children were so enthusiastic and full of content but with no strong support around them.

Later in the evening i also went to this park called as Traffic Park.This park was special park with arrangements teaching children the traffic rules of the road. I saw there were mock signals and roads made in the park.I could also see parents guiding their children in how to ride a bicycle and follow the rules at the same time.
I started relating this park to what I had witnessed the same morning. How the bicycle of life leads us to a way and we have parents guiding us for everything and we learn the traffic rules and how to follow them. But in this rush to learn the traffic rules do we have time to think about the people around us who barely know these rules but are struggling to get into the traffic to prove themselves and give themselves a better end to the road they are traveling on,because in a world like us there can barely be any one who can let in the Human Traffic without those rules being followed.....??thoughts rolled over in my mind while i watched the children play.

The Emotional side of ME.....!

Sometimes some words are unsaid,his face tells you everything.......
Because You understand....

Sometimes your emotions are unuttered.....
But completely understood word to word
Because He understands.......

Sometimes you are completely low on mood,
Just because he's lost his mood........
And You feel what He feels like

Is it just the co-incident of Understanding???or the Psychology????or Love?????


The unending Questions,Doubts will always arise to your surprise...
But the Infinite Love and Care to an Eternity will never be Deprived.....

His Behaviour might hurt,
And You want to Scream it out to Him,
But Speechlessness binds your words together to Calmness,
Just because in your mind,is something,that you cant forget,is a dream...
A Dream to stay with Him and Believe,
That someday, He will be back with a Smile on His Face and Silently Whisper in your Ears....

"I Knew You would Wait....!!!!"

GOA Tourism Development Corporation

"saaheb charas,ganjha kuch mangta hai kya?" an extremely short person,little dark,wearing shorts and a white scarf on his head was questioning my cousins walking an enjoying their 1st ever family trip to Goa......the trip had barely started when my own cousins were trapped in as charsis by the local dealers in goa....!

"saheb massage mangta kya?" and they look at another short guy around them.....!

this was the beginning of an extremely fun filled goa trip with family....while the scene was on,the rest of us were completely busy buying special goan things for each other,friends and of course ourselves.....where we had completely forgotten about the two guys....who were totally lost into the the Queen beach THE CALANGUTE....which is famous for its contributing beauty to nature,goa and at the same time, to the other side of contributions like doping and so many unlimited illegal businesses......!

Goa has been one of the best tourism place not just over India but all over the world...! and thousands of tourists come to visit it every month....and most of them come here just for the simple reason of enjoying the other way instead of actually looking at the real beauty of the heavenly place...!

They say "its not the place for people to visit with their families" the main reasons behind this is the same....i was laughed at by so many because of the same reasons...but it hardly affected me...

there were other such weird things i saw at the market places....the shopkeepers had different rates for the foreigners and different for Indians.....

"ye skirt kitne ki hai?" "wo apke size ka nai hai madam...!" i was stunned coz that actually looked my size....! but as i turned i saw a few foreigners walk in who gave the answers to the doubt i had that, "i cant tel the rate madam its them coming in" was an echo in my head which suggested me to not to ask him the rate again and go away...!I became all low and walked off....! with the simple reason of not getting an expected attention...!

The tourists main attraction is gained by the live Dolphins that they show you......they take u to the extreme of the ocean and then you can actually see the dolphins.....! you can experience Heaven when you see those dolphins arose out of nowhere in the ocean..!
when it was our turn we were unexpectedly accompanied by a group of bachelors....initially it was all fine....later my nose felt a very strong smell i peeped to see whats wrong,i saw the group had started to drink whisky in the small boat....! my brains had already started burning.....!but couldnt help....!those guys were chilling....and at that same time freezing all the ladies on the boat to death.....! and pushing me to the next level of anger...!
the most disastrous thing after spoiling our good moods in the boat was, that they began throwing the scrap bottles in the ocean.....and that had already boiled me up to the highest point of my temper....and the worst part was i couldnt do anything for it....!
tourism has given them the liberty to freely booze anywhere and everywhere they can...! tourism has given so many people in goa to initiate so many things of their own(mostly bad)
and when you try to enjoy the real beauty......some shit of uneducated come your way....!

GTDC(goa tourism development corporation)has been trying their level best to show the 100% original goa since we signed in to their pacakage of tour...and may be fortunately or unfortunately....we happen to see the,may be,wider side behind tourism......!
but as a tourist when i visited goa for the first time.....i must say its a place worth visiting.....its no less than heaven.....! and the real beauty what generally visitors expect is its nature which is available anywhere and everywhere in the nooks of GOA.....